R.I.P

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

Jaaniuss

Today is just so good day. It's so sunny and soft wind is disheveling branches of the birch. And I got a good phone call. Kisses. Catania and Sircusa. Also booked tickets back to reality.
And had a good dinner sitting outside with my family and eating under the big tree in our garden! Amazing time. It's called Jaanipäev. The sun is hot and relaxing jazz is coming out of the big speakers. (My brother is getting better, laugh). Now had a good espresso and some siesta! Also thinking about taking my bros motorbike and to have fun. I haven't done it a while! Driving trough the with night. The reason to love our summer.

Live the moment.

Mowing the grass. The garden is huge. It's a lil bit windy outside. Estonia and it's summer, makes me want to...

And I also like to listen Tom Waits If I have to go. I don't know why. Or DramaMama Words that must be said. Damn good.

Katarina got 10 months today, she my little precious... so damn cute she is! When she's got a birthday I always remind where I was when she was born.

Dadaa.

I've got a dirty little mind

Hey guys.

I was thinking that I'll write again cause life gets too interesting and messed up sometimes, so why not. And I thought that it would be cool to do it not in estonian.

Second reason why I wanted to write is that today was a hyper cool day!

In the morning I went to Tallinn to meet Mari and then we tried to find an old building somewhere in the city. BFM studio. Finally we've found it and on the door we saw crazy Mia, director of the music video where we were about to take part in! If you embroil yourself into Mia's stuff then watch out, thing she does are always totally mental! First of all we had to color ourselves with yellow body color, and others also with green and lilac. Se we looked like... And then had to dance around the queen like crazy because "I wanna dance" said the song of DramaMama which video shoot it was. Oh my god! It was kind of exhausting actually but vodka shots in the middle were relaxing. We filmed like five hours and the last shoot was totally crazy: the color

war. I should mention that till so far we looked like some cave dwellers wearing

masks. God it felt good. I took handful of bedraggled blue color and just smacked it

to someone's face. Sorry! but that's how it was supposed to be. And then we had to

ruin the perfect queen who came in the middle of the crazy muddy people and started

to smack at her and the other moment she was like one of us. Totally cool!

And I saw how Mia was enjoying what she's doing. That was great. Why you study french?

Anyways, the song it self was great. Just loving it!

"I've got a dirty little mind."

Some of their songs: http://www.myspace.com/dramamamamusic

Okay now I'll go and wash some of the color I've still got on my skin, I look like chinese!

Byebye